Senioritis is something that I did not believe was a real thing. I would hear upperclassmen above me comment on how they have senioritis and I would simply just think it was a joke or a saying and never really think anything of it. But now being a senior and having only about a month left of school I have discovered that it is a very real thing. My mind is not focused on high school anymore and the simple action of coming to school now doesn't feel right. After the four long years and all the ups and downs high school has given me I’m ready to be free. Now that I work a real job and know that in four months I’ll be living on my own in a different state a simple task like writing an essay feels unnecessary. I have written so many essays here at fairview and they have all been the same, why do I need to write one more. My mind is as far away from fairview as you can get. Seeing all the small freshmen acting the way I did four years ago makes me feel uncomfortable, I'm in such a different place in my life and have experienced so much since freshmen year having to complete the same task they are having to complete and being treated in a similar way as them feels wrong. Also, as much love I love my classmates, I already have my set friends at fairview that I know will always be my friends. So, unlike the freshmen I am not looking to make any more friends than I already have at fairview. I feel I have no point to come to school, Its so mundane and routine now that its hard to force myself to go. I only have one goal and its pass my classes and graduate.